…Clueless

Khanna said something wonderful today

Koi tere se baat karke khush hota hai… to tera kya jaata hai?!

This is in context to someone feeling happy talking to you. Well said bro!!

I dunno what but something is seriously bothering me. If I sit alone, I feel sad. There’s a slight urge to cry for no reason. Stupid of me… I know. But its been there for the last few days.

And I’m so tired. Slept for like 3 hours at night and went to college. No electricity, drenched in sweat. I didn’t even bunk a single class. Was super tired but still stayed put. While going towards the bs, it started raining… got wet again. Now I’m back… have to complete the pending ED work and some other assignments. Life is sick!!!

• I must not get attached to people. In the end they misunderstand and hurt.
• I must not turn into a sentimental fool. In the end it is I who will suffer.

Fuck the world… I give a damn. Life… stop hurting me… I’ve reached my saturation point. Spare me and find another victim… or just kill me once in for all. Can’t take this anymore.

I’ve learnt some valuable lessons in the last few days… some that have changed my entire way of thinking… made me a better person… some that have made me realise that I’m nothing more than a parasite.

• I know I was never like this and probably might never act like this again.
• I know I have no solid reason to be unhappy.

But can’t help the way I feel… can’t stop the hurt inside…

Now I need to submit 4 ED sheets tomorrow. I haven’t completed even a single one. I am so so so tired today. Last night I slept at 2.30 AM chatting and trying to complete some of the pending work. Woke up at 6.30 AM.

Lord… take me away… I want out…!

Side-Effects : I have started studying. Damn… a dent on my image and reputation.

Its 18th of August, 2006. Rahul is coolly sitting on his PC cleaning up the Google Desktop Index. Suddenly he looks at his cellhpone. Along with the usual mesages from Laddi, Abhit etc. there’s another message from an unkown number which simply says “Hi”.

Fuck the third person now…

Now I replied with a normal message

Hi… whos dis?

I received a stupid reply…

Who dya want me to be?

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So we bunked our final lecture (Chemistry) because its too much of a torture. I can’t understand what the stupid woman says. So it was better to leave. We decided to play basketball. Now most of the guys who bunked along with me didn’t know how to play basketball except for Rajbeer. After waiting for around 30 minutes, we finally got ourselves a ball.

We started playing. But just as I was about to jump and do what I do best (3 pointer), my jeans went dangerously south. I had to stop midway, throw the ball and pull up my pants. The floaters weren’t helping as well.

As it is I don’t run much but now I was made to simply stand. But after sometime I got bored and was like… to hell with the fallng jeans… lets play. So I played and surprisingly scored a “lot” of points. No need to laugh Abhit!!

Further, the guys in my college didn’t quite understand why I was wearing socks with floaters. But WTF… I like my style and I’ll continue to wear those dirty socks.

So a word of advice… if you’re wearing a low-rise, don’t play basketball!!

Do I??

I mean, whenever I enter a temple, whenever, everyone starts looking at me!! Why?? I hardly go to the temple and whenever I go, those pundits and behanjis look at me if I’m some outsider!!!

Maybe next time when I go there, I’ll oil my hair and wear a kurta-pyjama.

If channels like Star News continue to run, then the Television deserves to be called the Idiot Box.

I mean… what the fuck!!?? In the evening, they had a special feature on “Bipasha in Bikini” (Bipasha in the promos of Dhoom2 and how the promos have made their way to the masala websites on the interent). What sort of news is this?? I remember, a few months back when Bipasha changed her hairstyle, they had special cooverage of that too. Don’t their journalists have anything better to do than surf porn and masala sites??!!

The whole Star Network is shitty. Star movies shows shitty movies, Star Plus is a fucking stupid behanji channel and Star One… what can I say!

On the other hand, my local cable walla is showing Pinjar. Seems cable walla has more sense than those fools running the Star Network.

Well I just heard this awesome track. Excellent vocals, hilarious lyrics and catchy music. Now this isn’t for the one’s who hate the desi abuses and prefer the F word.

Gaand Mein Danda or GMD has been sung by the band bodhiTree. The members of the band are students of XLRI Jamshedpur. See… even intelligent people abuse !

Now I know its an old track and someone had even posted it on Theka DaRu dESi as well as Tandem Felix but I never cared to download it and listen to it. I just heard it today in Anjum’s car and instantly started humming the tune. Damn good!

Check this page for more info and download links.

Watching Haseena Maan Jayegi and I must say its one of the best comedy movies ever made!