…Clueless

I’m so happy that the doctors didn’t budge from their stand even after an order from the Supreme Court.

If this is causing agony to the patients then the govt. must start the healing process. Ordering or intimidating students wo’t help. Co-operate. The Supreme Court should keep mum. If it can’t direct the govt. to function properly then it has absolutely no right to dictate terms to the students.

Jai Hind!!

• Youth for Equality

Thank you for being there.

You were the only one who did not shout at me for not getting a good rank in AIEEE when I know you were very disappointed.
I’ll make it up to you… that’s a promise!

I have never seen a better parent, a better father. Although you are 40 years elder to me, yet you completely understand me. For me the term generation gap has no meaning at all. You are a friend, a father. You are GOD!!

Love you!

Congratulations to Arjun and Tarannum for making it to NLS.

Congratulations to Ankit and Pranshu for getting awesome ranks in AIEEE.

Kick on the rear to Pranav Katyal who secured 91% in XII boards but did not prepare for AIEEE.

Kick on the rear to Rahul Sarin who… who… who… what the fuck!!!

Life is seriously fucked up.

My board results were good. Got 73.4%. That’s more than I expected. The Mathematics marks were surprisingly low - 50. The Physical Education practical marks were surprisingly high - 30/30. I’m gonna apply for re-evaluation.

AIEEE results are also out. Got a stupid rank that won’t fetch me admission anywhere. Again, I was expecting more. But then, marks don’t lie. I didn’t study hard and now I have no one but myself to blame. The only good thing is that I was never averse to joining any college affiliated to PTU. PTU is no MIT. But all the regional universities are the same. There’s no point in going all the way to Maharashtra or Karnataka or Orissa. Barring the IIT’s, NIT’s, REC’s and a few other institutions, every other college is the same.

But I still don’t understand one thing. When I wish to pursue something in computers, why do I need to study Physics and Chemistry?

I wish to apologise to Jaskiran, Nabeel, Divya and Kumar. I was in a crazy mood yesterday and still am. I did not reply to your messages properly. Dunno what is bugging me.

Fuck… I feel like a failure. Dunno why!! Nobody has said anything to me; haven’t fought with anyone.

Sitting on the computer isn’t cheering me up. Earlier, I used to start thinking bout pretty girls when I was depressed. But surprisingly, I don’t feel like doing that this time. I searched the depths of my HDD for some porn. I thought maybe that would “cheer” me up. But no, I gave up on that one too.

Last night I lay on my stomach, putting drops of Fevi-Kwick (instant adhesive) on the ants walking on the floor. Just looking at them sticking to the floor and dying gave me some sort of sadistic pleasure. I felt so miserable that I wanted to cry - cry out loud!!

I still feel sad and sucky. Dunno whats wrong. Maybe I need to kill myself.

I changed my wallpaper again. The sexy Alessandra Ambrosio has been removed. The latest wallpaper :

You see, I’m not lying when I say I’m sad. Why would anyone choose not to look at a sexy model everyday? I just changed the wallpaper, dunno why!!! I NEED HELP!!

I don’t wanna sleep. I don’t wanna stay in one place.

Its a weird feeling. Mum recognized it instantly and asked me why I was sad and behaving unusually. I had and still have no answer. Dad believes that its because the results are coming out and I have my exam on Tuesday.

Bu throughout 12th, I failed and never studied. So, not being prepared and getting poor marks is not something new. It must be something else. I dunno. I wish I could just punch someone…

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!

FUCK!!

The BOSS meet was cool. We won the match, all thanks to Abhit. Met all the teachers and they kept asking me how my exams went. All I could do was smile!!

Here’s some more info regarding BOSS :

Hello ,

The process for the ID cards has started and we have recieved an overwhelming response right in the beginning. So, if you have not got one as yet, do so as soon as possible.
The requirements for the same are:

1. Filling up the membership form
2. Depositing two passport size photographs
3. Payment of Rs.50

You can drop your photographs and money at any of the following address’.
Also, u you can come to school on the 27th of May 2006 from 10am to 12:30 pm and get yourself registered .

For further details contact:

1. SIDDHARTH SHARMA
President, BOSS
Hno 45 Sector 5
Chandigarh
Ph. 9815235045

2. AMIT GUPTA
VP, BOSS
h.no 1216, Sector 19B
Chandigarh
Ph. 9872833444

3. BAHAAR PAUL
VP, BOSS

4. SHRINKHLA NARULA
VP, BOSS

You need to get yourself registered within this month as we are compiling the database for the upcomming BOSS website.

Looking forward to a prompt response

regards,
Shrinkhla
Vp, BOSS

Register before its late. And yeah… Abhit…. 50 bucks!!! Joking!!

So I’m not playing tomorrow. Fuck!!! My ankle still hurts. Though I went to play in the evening but my ankle has started to pain again. So I’m not playing. Why take chances. Pata lageh… fracture type kucch ho jaye!!

Jhanji you ass!!

Kal toh definitely teri bike chalani hai. So all I would be doing tomorrow is cheering my pals and meeting the teachers.

Abhit, you asshole!!

Kamine, you had to try that ankle breaking fake of yours on me, that too when I was playing a game after 1 year. Now my ankle hurts. Don’t worry Abhit, you’re dead meat. You’re coming tomorrow and by God you will pay.

And yeah, I’m riding your bike tomorrow!!

Crazy weather. It started to rain suddenly. There was no drizzle, nothing. Temperature’s down but I know my sister will STILL switch on the AC. I’m starting to hate that stupid AC cause its friggin right above my head. And after all this workout, my legs hurt when they come in contact with cold air.

Insects, creepy-crawlies are all over the place. They are especially targeting my LCD (I DON’T LIKE IT!!!).

I’m hurt, tired, friggin exhausted to be precise. I need sleep!!!

Oh had lots and lots and lots of fun today!!

Went to the school in the evening. Now you would ask what is the fun in going to your old school when it is empty? Well, I earlier visited the school on 27th of April and met the teachers. Today I had gone for something different, something exciting, something…

Arjun, Abhit and I. BASKETBALL!!! Oh yeah! Just like the old days. Abhit as usual won - 1-on-1 and even 2-on-1. But it was the thrill and excitement of playing with my pals. Abhit left school in 11th so hadn’t played with him since. By God his game has improved. But my three pointers - outstanding as usual!!! Abhit too has greatly improved his shooting skills; gets almost all of them in. Ankit was missing but yeah, what the hell !!

We have a BOSS meet on 18th. A match between the old and the present students. Dunno if I’ll be playing but one thing is for sure, I’m gonna practice with Arjun & Abhit even if I don’t play.

UPDATE:
Just received an email from Bahaar Paul, VP of BOSS with info regarding the meet. Lots of spelling mistakes but WTF… here is the email :

Hello ,
Welcome to BOSS!
Well, now that you have passed out of Bhavans you become a member of the
BOSS family.
We at Boss make every possible endeavour to keep this association and spirt
alive. We work for enhancing our alumni base and organising events that
would bring all ex bhavanites on a common platform to share their
experiences and voice out their views.

So, the first event of the year is right around the corner, we are
organising a basket ball match and you are invited to be a part of it and
cheer for the BOSS team. The match will be in school and the details are:

Date: 18th May 2006 ( Thursday)
Venue: Bhavan Vidhyala, Basket Ball court
Time : 7:30 Am , the match starts

Also, we would be issuing ID cards to the Boss members on the same day,
once you get the ID you become a previledged member and get additional
benifits including free access to the Boss website, which will be commin up
by the end of this month.

You can meet other Boss members, the current executive board and get your
Boss Tshirts as well.

Another thing, we will soon be inducting new members to the Boss executive
Board and you are being considered for the same. There fore, the more
actively you participate now the more are the chances of your being
selected.. so gear up because this can open up a world of opportunities for
you in the future!

As for now, be a sport and drop in for the match because our association
with you is for a life time.

We hope to see you there!

Thanks,
Bahaar Paul
Vice Preisdent, BOSS

PS: you can contact us any time for further details.

So those of you who didn’t bother to check your mailbox or had given false mail addresses(dunno why sumone would do that), THANK ME!!!